This past yule was a fun time W/we were able to give nice gifts and W/we recived nice gifts as well. Had some good conversations with My mom. But now W/we go back to the normal daily grind.  My pet is still doing her classes at the local center and is doing very well and may have an opertunity at a job at the one doctors office so W/we both have are fingers crossed in hope. Im still having trouble getting O/our lifestyle back in order schedule wise and so on considering things have just slowed down. Im still unable to find work in this shit economy. Also My landlord is only about 10% away from entering full lukimea as apossed to the pre lukimic state he is in, so honestly his life is still dangling from a thread in the grand scheme. Theres still hope he will turn around , but Im still not holding My breath.

W/we have been enjoying some small added benifits lately the winter is mild this year so far and gas prices are down temporarly I only paid 1.35 a gallon in dandridge.

O well pretty much things are same as before

Well its been confirmed that Oour land lord / friend has lukeimia. he has undergone his first chemo and hes already had trouble with a small infection. Tthey gave him a 60/40 chance at beating this but he appears more like a 30/70 chance of making it thru next year. I know he has the definit potential to beat this but he will have to work hard internally as well as keeping his doctors orders and prayer. W/we have preyed to the lord and lady for him and hope for the best .

Iv still found no work in Oour crippled economy and Wwe are struggling to stay a float. Wwe can tread water but bearly. It looks like there may not be any real jobs in My feilds for a long while.

Wwe still are having trouble finding Oothers like Uus in are closed minded area as usual. Wwe have found a nice person in Tx who Wwe befriended though.

My pet has went thru her shoulder surgery succesfully and better then I did with Mine. she has some slip ups her and there but nothing thats not fixable though.

Wwe recently went on a trip to see My family in Pgh, Pa. and had a great time and My family loved My bunnie. the only problem Wwe had is the axle on My truck started to tear up while Wwe were there and Wwe barley made it home 500 miles and now I cant find an axle for the truck thats below $500 and Wwe are broke in a sense.

I hope that things improve soon

Thank the lord and lady for what and who Wwe do have

   Wwe have recently found out Oour landlord has lukeimia and with out a transplant has a year or 2 to live. Its a shame to see a friend sercum to such problems in life. Then Im still unable to achive employment of gainfull means due to Timber T LLc blackballing Me in the area no matter what I apply for. Gas has risen to near 5 dollars, and My slave and I lose tenncare this month.

Some good news is I will be going to see My family sometime within the next few weeks. Iv not seen My family in five years now sense moving away from the birthplace.

Here lately My property has been giving Me much trouble so after much discussion she has been given a chance to redeem herself and fly rite. Im hopeful that with some persitince and work she will improve.

Wwe are still in Oour non aggressive search for Oour beta slave due to some of these said issues with My property, Im confident Wwe will find a 3rd for Oour home though Wwe could use the help. but My property needs to setle down and then Wwe’d have to insure the enviroment is or was going to be condusive considering mantlaities and strengths and so on.

Wwe have made a new friend out of TX. who seems to be a pretty good person I think but strictly on a friend level she is a slavish nature but yet to be collared. she has been a great assistance for My slave and I. Its nice to talk to Oothers of like life and beliefs  Esspecially considering alot of Oour area is closed minded bible belted .

I ask for bleesings for those of My friends and family

   Well Iv just been offically denide My right to return to My past employer because I took advantage of the systom by having My shoulder fixed by My own insurance and with written notice and excuess from the surgeon. And because I was a bad employee despite the numeros kuddo’s I recived and raise for merrit and responsiablilty.   But at least with them finally getting off there ass and giving Me a straight awsner I got My unemployment So I can afford the gas it takes to find a job.

Im getting over My staff infection in My knee very well now thank the Lord and Lady I was a bit scared cause it could of turned much woarse if Id let it slide any longer. I could of ended up in the hospital for a couple of weeks and or had bone damage ect.

 I just had a important sinus surgery yesterday and Recovery so far is going well Im hoping this will make the marked health imporvment that the dr said it would this ENT seems better than My last ENT.

  Well just another day in the strange lil world of Mine

  I still can not get work to call or write a single email. Just recently another maintnece person there got hurt on the job. They are refusing to even fill any paperwork out or offer the appropirte assitance. and for the last few weeks they will not return his calls and so on. I just was contacted by the TN labor board and was informed that they have not been able to get there call returned for the last 2 weeks. I dont know what they are thinking but pissing off the state before a possablie law suit is very stupid.

Im still looking for the beta to complete our home. So far a couple people have been intrested but ran after they discovered W/we need 24/7 dynamic but not 24/7 sex. Sex is great it takes U/us to new highs physically and spiritual but come on sex is not the only thing careing consenting adults can do together.

Lets see here what can P/people do together besides screw.

sensory play , bondage play , sit, cuddle , talk , watch tv or movies , go fishing , boating , walking , soul searching , spiritual practices , play games , sleep , go for a drive

These are just some of the things that can be done toeghter and Me and My pet do these things together. Why do so many people have to think so narrow mindedly about BDSM there are times and places in life when seeing My slave gaze at Me deovted and lovingly and just call Me master can mean more than the best sex.   Too have her at My feet or to hold her close to Me in a special position is priceless. 

In time I hope that W/we are blessed with a slave that could find it in her heart to love both of U/us. And do the things W/we do now but as M/s/s dynamic. I know W/we have a lot more bullshitters to wade thru in the process unfortunetly. In today’s scocity honesty is so hard to come by.

  I have now been out of work waitng ffor call back in regaurds to returning full duty since the third. I call work and they do not return the calls. I email them and still no word back. If they are so mad I needed to care for My health and want Me gone, All they need to say is your fired so I can take them to coart for wrongful termination. Or tell Me we have to lay you off Ill colect unemployment and continue to look for work. But no thats to easy and they must not want there uniforms too bad either. I dreed the day I joined them, I really figured that I may have found a decnet place to work. That was a dumb thought I think either I bit off more than I could chew (as I could sacrafice My very being and family for them) or the job was not meant. Now Im sitting here in a jobless market wondering what the next step is.?????????????????????????????

 I still have no work or prospective work. My slave is trying to help she with My permission has started an on line store on etsy  she does all sorts of crochet work. So W/we are selling some of such works and she can do some custom order things and it a short time she made a first sale to a kind person in the north. I hope W/we can continue this, and Im glad My pet was actually the one to come up with the Idea of the etsy store and it was a good and thoughtful Idea. It allows for her creativity and could yeild some cash wether small or large amounts it helps. I still make sure she does her primary duties too wich can be a lil jugle but it will get smoother with time.

  Well not much luck finding a perspective  beta slave. In O/our area it seems awlful hard to find others, let a lone candites for beta slaves. I understand from some good forum discusions that My wanted list may sound to stern or picky. Im not really that meen and sturn though if a B/body goes thru the list carefully and with an open mind T/they would clearly see its all things of standerd service and protection of all P/parties involvled and to be involved and I know even the topic of the lack of sexual attention was brought up there would be sexual attention it just would not be the be all and end all of the poly home. Im sure W/we’ll find a good women for the dynamic.

          Yesterday the eternity collar arived in the mail, it was a shock to see it so soon. Im very glad I made the investment in the collar and My pet. She has made some slips as to be expected but thru discusion W/we cleared up some things. And I made sure she new the step this is to place her 24/7 slavery to that of complete infinty in  a sense. she is/was tickled to death to have recived the collar and final degree.  I was very pleased on top of this the quality of the Gorean / Turian Style Slave Collar with Allen Screw .   she looks so much better with this collar grant it the leather collar looked good but this is just that step above. And it will be easier to get by those close minded vanilla’s around here.  Without having to hide it or deal with 20 questions.